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Its been awhile since I have blogged but I have been a busy mess. Between work and an extra project of mine I seem to be constantly busy and to be honest im exhausted. I wonder where my life has went and Im a hateful mess. I no longer find the good in people that I used to and am such a hateful soul. I dislike myself immensely for that because I have become difficult. It sucks even more because some of my best friendships lack from it. At least though I can admit its me. I'm the difficult one and the hard one right now. I guess all I can do is pray to find myself again, to find patience and strength.