Merry Christmas

random

I promise to blog more as soon as possible. Life has been icing my butt with this new job and I'm constantly exhausted. On a happier note I'm counting down the days till England and when I get to see Janelle, i couldn't be more excited. On a emo note have you totally just not gotten along with someone? Like I have prayed for patience but this person does my head in. Enough to where I debate quiting a hobby cause I would rather not deal with them. Ahh maybe I just need a bit of sunshine..

soooo

I GOT THE JOB!!! Pretty much all I have to say but figured that would be worth a post. xoxoxo

Massive picture post

So I finally got around to uploading a pic from my interview day and here we goooo.

The past few days I have been a sick an down so I decided today to do some baking to cheer myself up. I searched for some recipes last night and decided on a cookie I had never maid and plan chocolate brownies.. They will be gifts for my best friend and her mum so I really hope they like them.

Cinnamon bun cookies and Halloween brownies

Recipe can be found here

New start

SOOOOO I went for an interview this morning for the new starbucks and Im so overexcited as I'm sure I have this in the bag with past experience. I took a few pictures of before my interview to post but just my luck the batteries went dead. After they recharge I will be sure to post. Hope everyone is having a fabulous rainy Monday like me:)

Can Not stop listening to this!!!

new background!

random

Its been awhile since I have blogged but I have been a busy mess. Between work and an extra project of mine I seem to be constantly busy and to be honest im exhausted. I wonder where my life has went and Im a hateful mess. I no longer find the good in people that I used to and am such a hateful soul. I dislike myself immensely for that because I have become difficult. It sucks even more because some of my best friendships lack from it. At least though I can admit its me. I'm the difficult one and the hard one right now. I guess all I can do is pray to find myself again, to find patience and strength.

I see the light

Okay blog entry name is crazy but I wanted to get your attention. Sooo its been a few days since I posted and I promise to have a proper blog soon. I moved a few days ago back to Ga so I have been settling in..

173 days till England:)

day 5 of the 30 day blog

Day 05 - Your favourite quote

Hope is a waking dream

177 till brb england!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 4 of the 30 day blog

Day 04 - Your favourite book

Gone with the wind

"Tomorrow I'll think of some way . . . after all, tomorrow is another day."

scarlett ohara

178 days till England!

headache go away

Massive headache all day that will not disappear I tell yah. So My post will be short and sweet today. I will say I'm going to bed excited for tomorrow cause I'm going to have a mini pamper session and bake some cookies as a present. On to my fav pic of the day.. My friend Gabbi got this as her fortune

most epic fortune ever considering she is who the cookies are for..ok on to other things..

179 days till I get to see my besties

Day 03 - Your favourite TV programme

Jersey shore.....also pretty little little liars

crappy internet and magical friends

30 day blog

SOOOO I failed once more on having a photo a day. Now I'm gonna try this 30 day blog thing, no worries though I will still post pictures when I remember.

Day 1-Run by george strait

• Run by George Strait

More George Strait music on iLike

Day 01 - Your favourite song

Day 02 - Your favourite movie

Day 03 - Your favourite TV programme

Day 04 - Your favourite book

Day 05 - Your favourite quote

Day 06 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 07 - A photo that makes you happy

Day 08 - A photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 09 - A photo that you took

Day 10 - A photo of you taken over 10 years ago

Day 11 - A photo of you taken recently

Day 12 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 13 - A fictional book

Day 14 - A non-fictional book

Day 15 - A fanfic

Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

Day 17 - An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture etc.)

Day 18 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 19 - A talent of yours

Day 20 - A hobby of yours

Day 21 - A recipe

Day 22 - A website

Day 23 - A YouTube video

Day 24 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 25 - Your day, in great detail

Day 26 - Your week, in great detail

Day 27 - This month, in great detail

Day 28 - This year, in great detail

Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days

Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

new look

So my blog is getting a face lift and will be for the next few days...

Also 181 days till england!!!

185 DAYS TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

day 13

brb england countdown

186 days!

Day 12

Bp oil staging center in panama city beach

I missed sunday

soooooo my body was at an epic battle with its self yesterday so i missed my pic a day and london countdown:( Day 11= me in a bed whining like a baby though. Just going to continue on with the countdown today

Funny stuff right here

england countdown

188 days till BRB ENGLAND...so excited to see my bestie!

day 10

humidity..what a bitch

189 days

Day 9

This is not a new picture but I couldn't find anything else that matches today. I'm so home sick that it is not even funny. I miss my lil bro more than anything today.:( its also the 1yr of something dear to my heart..TCO

190 days

Day 8

Ok lets see..It was pamper day! I added red/auburn streaks to my hair which you can see below and made chocolate chip cookies..lovely day!

191 days till...Epic Brb england and seeing my bestie:)

Day 7

Ok yeah this pic is not from today but last night, me and jazzy were snuggling though so it needed to be posted;)

Now this is from today..hit up Michaels and checked on cake decorating classes, gonna start next month. Then went for mexican woot! Thinking of dying my hair red later, but we will see.

192 days...

Day 6

Just sums it up

193 Days...........

Day 5

oatmeal white chocolate cookies

Sent this to a friend today to bake, the measurements are based on metric since she lives in the uk so you would have to convert. I just felt like posting for anyone who wanted to try it.

Step A...
1 Egg
100ml Olive oil
1/2 tsp Vanilla Essence
70g Sugar

Step b..
180g Self-Raising Flour
60g Oat

Ground cinnamon

optional: white chocolate to melt for the top

Steps:

Mix ingredients of step A into a bowl.
Add in ingredients in of step b Mix well.
For the cinnamon I measure by hand. depends on how much you like:)

Use cookie presser/spoon/hands to shape cookies.
Line them up on baking tray and sprinkle with a coating of cinnamon.Bake in a pre-heated oven of 180 degree C for 15mins or till cookie turns golden brown. Remove to cool.

Add melted white chocolate drizzle to the top.

day4...a day late

Front beach was deaders

I'm in love with the detail on this cake. Loveeeeeeeeeeee I need to learn how to do this asap

day 3

situation baby

Good Morning

So I stumbled upon this amazing blog written by my friend Laura and it has just touched me beyond means this morning. I instantly felt the need to share it.. You can find a link at the bottom to credit her or just read here.:)


Sometimes, days are junky and funky, jumbled and just plain full of ugly. Some days? I feel like I birth the ugly with my own thoughts, as if it springs forth from my heart. It devastates me. Some days? My humanity just devastates me.

I was a stoplight this afternoon, melting in the sweltering heat, and I just craved a good morning. I needed to look into the noonday sun and feel the soft rays of dawn, I needed to breathe in the fresh dew and borrow its beauty. I needed to begin again.

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation" (2 Corinthians 5:17).

When my humanity crushes me, I forget the awe of constant creation.

It reminds me of how Eve captivated Adam with that first and only glance- there was no standard she failed to satisfy, no imperfection to overlook. She was the only, flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone. She was new, in a breathtaking, breathgiving sort of way.

And in the core of my ugly, human heart, I really believe Jesus sees us with those eyes- as if we captivate Him with that first glance, and He can't bear to look away. I really believe we are constantly created by the blood of Christ, that we shine like dawn's first light. I really believe He leans and breathes us in as fresh and sweet dew droplets.

So today, at my stoplight, when I looked up at Him with my defeated and petulant mood, I felt the sweetest whisper of "Good Morning." And suddenly it was. Suddenly, I was a triumphantly new and rising morning. It turned green, and I drove into a brand new day.

Though it's silly (my thoughts always are), I really believe it's never too late for a Good Morning.


http://www.facebook.com/notes/laura-beckwith/good-morning/10150246577630235

lost

I swear today went from one extreme to the other but I think I'm most upset at the fact that I upset my best friend and im pretty sure of that. Now I cant sleep and my stomach hurts because Im sure she is mad with me in some way.She is the last person i want to disappoint.. I tried all day to cheer her up cause she was having a bad day and then I went and was a shit. I'm sorry if you read this..like really janelle.

day 2 again..yes once more

My friend Candace sent me these amazing gifts from forks washington!!! sooo made my day and right now im eating a crunchie bar from my bestie which may also be helping with the happy buzz.. Love them both to death<3

3rd times the charm..day 1

I made strawberry butter cream frosting for the first time..it wasn't perfect but next time it will be;)

So close but yet so far away...

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Jealousy, protectiveness
confused
overwhelming love
best friends, patience
faith
funny how it all works together and can become so over whelming even
when you don't want it to be. Sometimes we let the best of our insecurites
and fears get the best of us. We lose site of what is really going on and
how the other person may feel.

cant remember what day..